Thursday, January 7, 2010

bitterness.



once you feel it, i promise, it will never go away. ever.
bitterness is ugly and horrifying. it fills up inside of you, a dark demonic liquid,
twisting and turning in your gut,
reaching past your heart, covering it in blackness,
past your throat, giving a bad taste on your tongue,
into your brain, leaving dark, masochistic thoughts,
turning you into a monster,
turns your face red hot, makes your body feel anxious,
until your whole being turns bitter,
your taste, your essence, your breath,
you. it takes over all of you.
and it will never change.

1 comment:

  1. I feel like this is something ive experienced tonight most certainly and recently too. Its so hard to let go of! If something provokes a strong enough response in your body to make you bitter it really has affected you and takes a lot to move past

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