soliloquy

soliloquy: an utterance or discourse by a person who is talking to himself or herself or is disregardful of or oblivious to any hearers present; to talk to oneself.

my poems aren't really poetic.
i've lost that sense of my
language.
they're mostly broken letters,
that i'm not brave enough to send.
they are a lost cause,
a broken heart,
craving tranquility.
my poems are no longer poetic.
they've lost solidity.